Take Charge

THIS BLOG TODAY IS A RANT! IF YOU DONT WANT TO HEAR IT THEN SKIP IT!!!!!
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HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAY!!!
if you know me, you know I HATE confrontations... I cannot be bold and I most certainly have the HARDEST time telling people when and how they need to be do their job. Well, all that changed when I had Ryker. When something wasn't going right for him and the drs wouldn't check him thoroughly, I needed to speak up and lately I have have been getting better. Yesterday Ryker had Physical Therapy and they get to come to the house to have it which is nice... sometimes. Ryker's PT, since January, has  seen him 4 times and every time she leaves I am so angry because nothing got accomplished. She was ALWAYS late, she did the same 2 "activities", and she literally sat in the same spot the entire time. Almost every time she came I ended up doing her job! That shouldn't happen, EVER! after a bit of her coming I started taking mental notes of what was going on things she never did and how late she showed up to appointments... I was so fed up with what was going on, I was complaining to Zach about EVERYTHING, so I tried to schedule PT so zach could be here, so we scheduled for yesterday and unfortunately zach had to work so he couldn't be here. 2 O'clock was the appointment time and she showed up 15 minutes late... now I can understand 5 minutes and maybe 10 minutes with a text or phone call but 15 MINUTES with NO call OR text! Im glad I had no other appointments! So, she comes in and doesnt even say a single thing to me. I tell her that Ry is starting to take steps when being held onto, she says let me see. And as im showing her she sits on the floor and gets comfy and for the next 20-30 minutes thats where she stays. So I stop helping ryker and I sit to watch... and she starts out the same way she does every time,  by grabbing blocks, putting them on the couch and making ryker stand up to get them. ***Thats great and dandy but he has mastered standing up and pulling himself up to standing... lets move on.*** he then proceeds to knock all the blocks off the couch and sit down to play with them.  Once hes playing she takes them from him and puts them on the other side of her legs so he will climb over her thighs to get to the toys (and if he doesnt climb over she makes him do it again and again until he does) *** why would you make a strangers CHILD climb over YOUR thighs and not the mother or father's thighs?? I find that a little odd. Anyone have any ideas? *** after 5 minutes of her being here she still hasn't moved from her spot, so I stand and go into the kitchen to get a drink then step into the dining room as I am drinking it so Ry wouldn't freak out and cry. As I am standing in the dining room I start to record her and her interaction with ryker so that I could show Zach when he got home from work. I recorded about 5 minutes or so of her NOT MOVING OR TALKING OR PLAYING just sitting there staring at Ryker. I was so upset. She left being here for only 25-30 minutes and I then called her supervisor and left a message. The supervisor didnt call me back until today while I was at playgroup. I then told the supervisor what I have been observing and that it was a waste of MY time to have the PT come and SIT on my floor and do nothing AND it was a waste of the company's time and money and *** this part floored me *** the supervisor said, "I wish we had another PT in our area so we could pair you with them unfortunately she is the only speech/ PT we have. And I wish I could tell you that this is the FIRST time someone has called in on her but its not." If it was not the first time why hasn't anything changed? Grr. So I discontinued services, I am not going to have some woman I don't know, sit in my house for 1/2 hour and do nothing... thats ridiculous! SSSOOOO, after that long story that I needed to rant about, we get to the point of the blog. Is there something going on in your life right now that you need to confront? If that answer is YES! Then you need to TAKE CHARGE!!!! No one can read your mind! You need to put it out there, let it be said! You need to be heard! :) rant. over. Take charge of your life! XoxoxoxoXoxo